Empty skull – feeling numb and dull.
Focus lost – I find
nothing in my blank mind.
After all I'm a butterskull.
I can't reach my will
don't know what I want but still
I can't stop feeling lifted up
when you hold me tight.
In my mind and in my sight.
Pressure's gone – the show must go on.
I'm not good at fights
I rather give up than try.
Just take your time.
I'll turn out fine.
Though I wish I had a reason to cry.
Decision's near.
I won't stay here.
Can't shed a single tear.
Focus lost, focus lost
because everything costs.
Never mind, never mind -
I'll just go blind.
Nevermind – I'll give it a try.
Jumping back and forth
between inner south and north.
Just pretend to be just a friend -
but I'm bad at lies,
slowly loosing all these ties.
We took our time.
Will I be fine?
Still hoping for just one reason to cry.
Decision's made
but starts to fade.
Is it already too late?
Focus lost, focus lost
because everything costs.
Never mind, never mind -
I'll just go blind.
Focus---
Always listening to my mind.
This time I am acting blind.
As always my heart feels numb.
Feeling so numb.
Feeling so dumb.
Always listening to my mind.
This time I am acting blind.
As always my mind's too greasy for myself and everyone else here.
There's no more time.
It'll be fine.
Seems like I won't get a reason to cry.
Decision's made.
Cuts like a blade
into the heart I faked.
Focus lost, focus lost
because everything costs.
Never mind, never mind -
Won't call you mine.
Focus lost, focus lost
because everything costs.
Never mind, never mind -
Will I leave you behind?
credits
from Numb Hands,
released March 3, 2020
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